Arrangement Between Me And My Wife – Part I
cheating, love, sex

It was 3 years since we got married. I am 30 years old and my wife Ritu is 27 and we are totally in love with each other. Our sex life is extremely delightful too. We never missed a single opportunity to make love to each other. Both of us are adventurous too when it comes to sex. Ritu also loves having sex in various positions. We often try sex in all different positions, the way they show in the books. Both of us are possessive of each other too, since we love each other so much. I get extremely aroused on seeing a women’s panties. I feel they are such an intimate part of a lady’s life that they tell you a lot about a woman. Ritu came across an extremely conservative girl when we first met. She wore nothing but a Punjabi suit. Not even jeans and T shirts. But i was wrong in her assessment. When I undressed her the very first time, i was in for a surprise. She was feeling extremely shy since we were not married yet, as i untied her salwar. Her kameez was already out and so was her bra. i was kissing her on her lips as i gently slipped her salwar down and helped her out of it. we were on bed already. When my eyes went below and i saw her panties i was pleasantly surprised. She wore a cream colored floral panty, which was low waist. As i turned her around i realized that the panty barely managed to cover half of her beautiful buttocks. I had not expected to see such fancy panty on a girl who wore simple salwar Kurt. I eventually found out that she loved to wore western outfits and revealing dresses too. Our marriage blossomed since both of us were madly in love with each other. Ritu today has a drawer full of various types of panties. They simply turn me on. Things took a different turn 6 months back. I met up with a road accident. I had injured my left let and lower back. Doctor had said it would take me almost an year to recover may be more. Since i had a business and was flourishing it did not take a toll on our finances as much. This affected our sex lie drastically. I was simply not able to get any erection. When we both felt erotic, we would kiss each other for a long time. Ritu would then undress me and then get undressed her self. She would just come on top of me in 69 position. This would allow me to lick her pussy and she would take my penis in her mouth and suck it. I tried my best to pleasure her with my tongue. I would succeed in getting her an orgasm at times. But no matter how hard she tried, i could simply not get an erection. This upset rite a lot. Since she could not see me reciprocating she also found it hard to come eventually. I felt very bad for her. I would apologize to her quite often, but she said never to do that again and that she loved me a lot. Indeed we loved each other a lot. Days passed by like that. Our sex life was virtually not existent now. Some times when Ritu would feel the urge to have sex, she would try to seduce me hoping i would get an erection. She would get dressed in short skirts and wear my favorite black thong that we had bought just a couple of days before my accident. She would sit purposely in such a way that i could take a peek at her panty. she knew i got most aroused on seeing panties. She would then purposely bend down in front of me . Her short skirt would just rise up giving me a gorgeous view of her rounded milky white buttocks, and the thong that slid past between the two buttock mounds. I just loved to see her like that, and felt aroused too, but still could not manage an erection. She would then just have tears in her eyes change and come lie next to me hugging me tight. One day, as she hugged me and shed a quiet dear, i kissed her on the fore head and asked” darling do u feel like making love?” she quietly nodded her head, I felt bad for the poor girl, i was not able to satisfy her desires. She looked in my eyes and said” dear i know we have to wait for some more months or may be an year and things would just be fine”, i said yes, “but what if they do not?” ” Don’t even say that dear, I love you and want you with me and inside me soon, I love you”. ” How many days have you not had any orgasm sweetheart?” i asked her. “You don’t bother darling, i can manage without one, I love you and don’t feel bad about it” Her words touched me a lot. I explained her that although i felt erotic on seeing her in panties and naked, just was not able to manage an erection.It was also difficult for me to get up and pleasure her unless she rode me. But even that took a lot of efforts on my part, and she knew it. I said dear i love you and can’t see you suffering like this. Over next couple of hours I tried hard to convince her that she should have sex with some one else so as to satisfy herself. She scolded me, and got upset at me. How could i even think of something like that. She said “I love you a lot and can never abandon you when u need me the most” I explained to her that she was not abandoning me and that she should not feel that she was cheating on me. She was just not ready to listen. I explained her that she was having it only for satisfying her needs which i was not able to satisfy and that nothing would change between us. “Sex to me is extremely emotional Rishi, how can i just sleep with some one and have sex, and i may never get an orgasm” she said. Darling you will get comfortable eventually and I am not asking you to have it with a stranger after all dear. We can find some one you know or like. Our discussion continued the whole night and by next morning I had convinced Ritu, and she had finally agreed when i said it would make me happy if she was happy and sexually satisfied. She had made me agree to some of the things, and on those conditions was she ready to do it. She said she would not have it without a condom, which was usual, and the other thing she said was I would never ask her about it later. ” But i would want to know whether my sweety enjoyed it or not, or whether she had any orgasm or not” I argued.” darling i feel shy telling that to you, or describing that to you, sex is an intimate thing after all” I had no choice but to agree, at least she was going to be happy. It had taken me a long time to convince her on doing this, it was after all for her well being. I shall continue the rest in the next part, plz let me know if you find this interesting.