Breastfeeding My Stepson
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Hello.. I want to tell you about how i started to breastfeed my stepson and start to have new lovely bond with him till now. Before let me introduce myself. Myself riya and i am my husband’s second wife. His first wife was actually my elder sister who had meet with an accident and expired so later on my family made me marry my sister’s husband only. He has teenage child shreyas who was now also my son. Days passed on and i gave birth to a baby boy. My relationship with my step son was not good. He never used to consider me as his mom and would not talk to me much either. Since my husband work abroad he mostly stay away from home and come home once in a while or so . Thus I had to stay with my stepson alone. My stepson would consider me as something evil kinda and ignore me lot. I would try my best to friendly with him but all was in vain and he never considered his mom. But I had noticed one peculiar thing in him that was whenever I used to breastfeed my baby he would peep me hiding. I saw it many times and even asked him what but he would get tensed then and run away. This continued for many times . later I stated to ignore him as he was still a child. Daily I would notice him peeping on me while I was feeding my kid. Then one day when i was breastfeeding my baby in the couch i saw him peeping from his room. I saw that and called him here and told him that i know he was peeping me and not to run away. Then he came towards me shying. I told him not be afraid and that I am his mom now and was feeding his little brother. so I made him sit beside me. He then started to stare at my breast. i was a bit harassed and gave him a smile with my baby suckling on me. I ignored him and started to watch TV but he was sitting beside me seeing my baby suck on me. Then suddenly my stepson said ” MOM i am your son na, but i have not sucked your breast, i have not even saw your nipple nor played with them so being your son i should have done that na?” saying that he kept quiet and stared at my breast. i was amased with it. i didnt thought he would speak like that. For the first he called me mom. But i didnt understand what to do. I quietly got up and placed my baby to sleep on the room. My step son was still in the same position in the same room. I then thought to myself as to what should I do now? Should I feed him or no. But he was old enough to me feed. I didn’t understand what to do. I was in full delimma. Later I thought that nothing wrong in feeding my stepson as he was like my son now and didn’t suck my breast and also I thought it would have been good way to make bound with him and make him feel like my son so I decided to feed my stepson and make him happy. i then went close to him and smiled at him but he didnt respond. I then told him ” if i feed you then will you consider me your mom??” he said yes and would call me mom and would love me lot. Hearing this i slowly opened my saree and exposed my left breast which was full. I was wearing saree and a blouse that time. Seeing my breast I could see his smile . I then sat on the couch and told him to sit beside me. He readily sat besides me. He made him to sleep on my lap . Then I asked him to suck his mom milk. He took my nipple in his mouth and started to suck me. I was an amazing feeling for me. I just loved the feeling of him sucking me. It was bit painful because of his teeth but I enjoyed it lot. My stepson was gulping my milk and sucking it like a cute baby. Within few min he emptied my breast and was now dry suckling on me. I then smiled on him and said he can suck my right breast too. He then took my right breast and start to empty it. My Right breast for emptied soon as it was sucked before by my baby. I then told him that milk is empty and to leave me. But he continued to suck me dry. I allowed him to suck as he wanted but later it started to pain me so I told him to stop. He then stopped and went to his room directly without even seeing me. I then got shocked as to why he went like that. I wore my bra and blouse and went to his room. He was sleeping. I then told him ” why you ran away?? Didn’t you like my milk?? ” My son ” I liked it lot. But I am shy to see to your face now ” I got happy on hearing it and said ” don’t shy with me son, I your mom na so no need to shy ” Saying this I turned his face towards me. He was shy and didn’t wanted to see me. I then hugged him and kissed him. Then slowly he got fine with me. He thanked me for feeding him and told I was his like his real mom now. I felt very Happy as my milk was not wasted. now again he asks me to give him my breast to suck but i allow him on weekends or special days or those and breastfeed him. What you think about it?? Did i do right??Please comment on it Breastfeeding My Stepson