Dec 3 2015 Dear Diary, I love my FB friend, but I’m afraid, I’m married and he’s seven years younger. It’s hard to believe how soon everything happened, seems as if yesterday that Ajay sent me a friend request on Facebook and started chatting with me. In no time we became close, I shared my joys and sorrows with him and he did the same. This brought us so close in a year’s time that he got some courage to propose me. And even though I told him no and tried to make excuses like age and me being married, he didn’t budge. But I understood the problem today, he didn’t message me and I missed him terribly… I think I am definitely in love. I just don’t know what to do. Dec 7 2015 Dear Diary, I don’t know why I did it but now I feel light at heart. I messaged him myself and asked him what was wrong and he said that since I’m not interested in him, he feels he should not message me unnecessarily. I told him to stop thinking that way but he just asked me again whether I loved him or not. I admitted that I had some feelings for him but before I could say anything else he started sending so many happy emoticons and kiss emoticons that I couldn’t just say anything. He assumed I had accepted his proposal. Although I had not planned on doing this, I decided to go with the course of the wind. Dec 8 2015 Dear diary, life is getting crazier and exciting at the same time, today I had my first sex chat ever. I have been asked for that by many perverts online but this time it was by someone I liked and someone who requested. I couldn’t refuse and I am happy I didn’t because after a long time I fingered myself to orgasm. The feeling was just elating, there was no one at home and since it was dark as well in my room I enjoyed myself to the fullest. But then he asked me to do the same on Skype and I refused since I had myself seen (on my visits to porn sites in times of solitude) many videos of women doing sex chat with their partners being put online. I could not take that risk. I just had a normal chat on Skype where he thanked me for the sex chat and said farewell. I don’t know where all this is leading but for now I’m not worried. Dec 15 2015 Dear Diary, he’s requested me to meet him; he wants to take our relationship to the last level. Although he’s agreed to have no strings attached but I feel scared. Anyway I feel I must meet him once. Dec 16 2015 Dear diary, it’s fixed. I’m taking my son to Goa for New Year and as my husband is busy I decided to meet Ajay there. He was delighted at the prospect and now we both are eagerly waiting for New Year. Dec 31 2015 Dear diary, I am scratching out first, second and third January dates to fill the events of the New Year eve with Ajay. I just don’t want to ever forget it that is why I’ll write all the details down. Rohan is sleeping now on the bed while I write this down and what a night I had… it all started with me arriving at the hotel with my son. Ajay recognized me easily and came and hugged me. Even kissed my cheek and whispered in my ear that our bed was waiting. We went inside my room where he came with us and played with my son. My son grew fond of him in no time while I refreshed myself. We went out in the evening to a restaurant and ate delicious food. After that when we came back, he asked me to come to his room at midnight but I refused. I explained to him that if my son wakes up at night and misses me then it will be trouble. I told him to come to my room where we’ll enjoy while my son sleeps. If he would wake up decided to give some lame excuse good enough for the kid to understand. It started by ten thirty, Rohan had fallen asleep and I was desperate so I called Ajay to come in and he came to my room immediately. I gestured at him with my finger on lip to keep quiet and slip into the bed and he did it without any problem. He lifted the blanket under which I was lying and put it over him. Now both of us were under the blanket cuddled close to each other. Ajay lost no time in grabbing me by my waist and pulled me close. He wished me a happy new year and kissed me full on lips which made a little noise but we didn’t care, the touch of our lips was exciting us too much. It was soft, tender and mesmerizing with our saliva flowing into each other’s mouth. He was concentrating more on my bottom lips and I was just sucking on to his thin dark lips. Once the marathon kissing was done and we felt a little tired, we started talking in whispers. He kept comparing himself with my husband and asked me if he kissed better, whether he looked better etc. and on every positive answer from me he kissed me gently and asked other questions. The air around us heated up quickly and our arms groped around each other’s body. His hands slowly reached my breasts over the gown I was wearing and he squeezed one gently. I smiled at that and he asked me to undress. While I sat up to get rid of my gown, he slipped his pant off and pulled his shirt off in no time. I raised my butt and pulled the gown up to my waist. Then I pulled it off over my head. I lay down again in just my undies and Ajay, who was wearing only his underwear, turned sideways and put his arms around me and bent over me for more kissing. His chest was over my breasts and our hands were locked into each other’s. Slowly he climbed over me and started squeezing my breasts while I lay crushed under him. His fingers slipped under my bra and pushed it up to uncover my modest yet beautiful breasts. The way he started sucking and playing with them told me that it was his first time and he had lied to me that he had a girlfriend once. Anyway at that moment all I wanted to do was to enjoy to the fullest so I didn’t interrupt him. My breasts kept slipping out of his mouth and that just delighted him and I smiled at his playfulness. He kept showering compliments in whispers while he sucked like a maniac and I breathed deep and slow enjoying the wet tongue circling my dark nipples. Occasionally he bit them and I let out gasps of pain although I did not say anything immediately but when he continued doing that sometime later I told him to stop. After he was content with that he kissed me again and slipped off me. I chose that opportunity to remove my bra completely which was hanging around my neck. Then he asked me to suck his penis. Well I had expected that since in almost all sex chats he requested me to do that and kept asking me about it. But honestly it wasn’t on my favourites when it comes to sex. So I asked him to lick and finger me if he wanted me to suck him but he wasn’t convinced. He sat up and pulled me to sit up as well and begged me to suck him. I gave in at the end.I crawled to the end of the bed and kneeled facing him. One quick glance at my son on the other side told me that he had turned in his sleep and was now lying face down. So we were safe for now. I tied my hair and bent over his groin. He raised his butt as I slipped his underwear off him and his erect penis sprang out like a snake. I smiled at it and wrapped my fingers around and pulled his foreskin down to its base. Then I bent over it and slipped it in my mouth. Fortunately he had kept it clean as there was no odour which made it easier for me to suck and lick it. I started slowly with basic licking around the sides and then hitting the tip of my tongue on its head. He was ecstatic and even kept raising his waist to make his penis go deeper into my mouth which funnily resulted into my teeth scratching it and he refrained from doing that again. After some time I stopped the work of my tongue and simply moved my lips up and down his penis. I sucked vigorously and as a result he started ejaculating. I quickly took my mouth of his penis and wiped it with the blanket. He was annoyed that I had not swallowed his penis but I told him I’ll never do that because I feel it’s disgusting. He was fine with it later but now we had a problem. He had ejaculated but I had not reached an orgasm. I told him to lick me but he just asked me to lie down sideways facing him. I did that and he slipped his hand down to my legs. He did two things at once. He kissed me and licked my lips while he fingered me down there. I was happy with it and it continued for only a minute because we were interrupted by Rohan. Rohan sneezed loudly which made me turn to look at him. He was slowly turning in his sleep and as a precaution I pulled the blanket over us and covered myself to the neck. As I faced Rohan sideways, Ajay was hidden as Rohan was just a small kid and couldn’t see over me unless he sat up. So Rohan turned and his eyes opened I kept my hand over him and started making him sleep again. It was uncomfortable few minutes as I was naked and Ajay next to me was waiting to start again and in his impatience he slipped his hand over my breasts, which was fortunately hidden by the blanket. Soon enough Rohan was asleep and I waited a couple of minutes more to make sure he wasn’t faking it. By the time I turned back to Ajay, to my delight, he was hard again. We lost no time in getting in position. We had no choice but to do a missionary style. . Ajay slipped a condom over his penis and he climbed over me once again and I spread my legs to allow him to enter inside me. I lay crushed under him as he started moving his penis in and out. Initially it wasn’t too smooth as he kept slipping out but then slowly he calculated the movement that allowed uninterrupted intercourse and I experience minutes of inexpressible pleasure. He literally drilled my vagina with speed and power I had never experienced before. Simultaneously his hand was over my breast squeezing it as hard as he could and his head was beside me which he occasionally raised to kiss me. The bed was moving dangerously due to the thrusts and I was worried that it might wake Rohan again so I kept an eye on him while Ajay kept banging with no worry. There came a moment where his thrusts became unusually fast and powerful. His breathing increased and I felt his penis twitch a couple of time inside me. Ajay collapsed on me completely tired and I kissed his cheek. He slipped off me after a minute and slowly removed the condom. He slipped off the bed and threw the condom into the dustbin and went to the bathroom with his clothes. I picked a tissue from a nearby table and wiped myself clean. By the time I was dressed again he came out fully dressed and kissed me goodbye and went out to his room. I dropped back into the bed smiling at the ceiling and I don’t know when I feel asleep. The next day we went out again and in the afternoon something bad happened. Rohan had gone to the bathroom and Ajay chose to opportunity to request a blowjob. Even though I felt uneasy I sat on the bed and he stood in front of me with his zip open and penis out. I held his penis and started sucking it hard to make him cum as soon as possible, in that vigorous sucking I didn’t hear the flush in the bathroom and unfortunately Rohan came out of the bathroom and before we could hurriedly change our posture he saw us. Being a kid he didn’t understand what was happening but I gave him a lame excuse that Ajay bhaiya had some pain and I was helping him. I didn’t talk to Ajay all evening and at night when he came back I told him it was the last time and we had sex for the last time that week. Jan 13 2016 Dear Diary, we met again today and had sex, for some reason he was too happy about something and when I asked he just said that he was glad that this time Rohan wasn’t around. We had great sex all day and he even bought gifts for me. I’ll leave tomorrow morning and I hope we meet again soon. Jan 19 2016 Dear Diary, yesterday when I protested against anal sex he beat me, I was shocked and started leaving but he showed me recordings of our sex that he had secretly captured. After that he used me as much as he could, he even brought his friend along last night and had a threesome with him; the memory isn’t a cheerful one so I’m not writing about it. I managed to get back home without any more trouble. Feb 13 2016 Dear Diary, we are moving out of the city, I’ve deleted my FB account and deactivated my phone number. But even now I can’t help but feel a little relieved even though I I’m broken completely. My son almost revealed to his father what he saw in the hotel room. I know any day he might tell him accidentally or even if he doesn’t, he will grow up knowing what kind of a woman his mother was… I live the rest of my life in misery; I hope my husband doesn’t find out… I have nowhere to go if he divorces me. 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