Filling My Womb After 7 Years – Part I
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Hello guys I am Mano from TN. I am a female of nearly 40 years and I am a widow too. Sadly this society made me a hatred specimen. It took me many years to come out of that shitty prison called as society. I was in a big heaven when I got married. My hubby made me and took me to heaven all the time s when he fucks me. But when he gone I was so stressed but whenever I feel like I want to have sex. There was a big threat before me it’s that society. But as time goes by I searched for job and started working for well being of my son. Then as years goes by I become a manager of a well known company. By now my chances of getting safe and secure sex has diminished as if my reputation gets shattered if any one comes to know. I was deeply sick inside due to my hotness. Now back to the story. I have a friend who also looks for sex a lot and do it a lot. We always talk about sex when we meet or in phone. Like males, females also use to talk about sex fantasies their likes and dislikes to each other but only to close ones. She used to tell me that she seduced a boy from her apartment and she made sex with a stranger while she was travelling in train and got her slave from her work place. Each time hear her saying those things. The sex part of women inside wakes up and disturbs my whole routine. Each and every time when I see a young boy my mind would ask me to seduce them and break the fasting on my fucks but when I think of my reputation. I would rather hide my feelings. On coming to my sizes, its 36 30 37. I know I am a little plump. But to my age look nice and my curves that makes men to turn towards me; makes me feel good. Then after many tries I opened an account in many chat sites and ended up in having sex chats and private video chats. But I was not able to find a safe source for sex. But then one day. As usual when I was chatting with my friend, I started exposing my ideas to her. To that she was awestruck. And she told that she will try to help me to get a good boy to fuck and to be safe and secure. I was on rainbows on hearing that. The same day I opened an fb account. And then I started to add friends and posted many things but all I got was males looking for sexxxxx real soon. Nothing worked out for say 3 months and I got really frustrated. My friend insisted me to get sex from her bfs but I don’t like it to have that way. Then one day when I was surfing. I have gone through a boy’s profile in which. He has mentioned that he is a masseur. Naturally I gave him the request and then next with his reply. We started to chat like as usual. Then one day I asked about his work details and where does he do the massage. To which he replied he is working in Goa as a professional masseur. And also he is working as private masseur in part times. Sex devil in my mind wakes up suddenly. And then I asked him for the charges. But u guys know what. I was not at all worried about the money. But to be in official terms and not to make that guy think that I am a sex maniac. I just asked him the details and types of massages. And after two days I just asked openly that could you give me a massage I private? He said he is very much obliged to do that and I quoted him the plan. Next Sunday he arrived to my home town and I picked him up in my car. He is not so cute or a great body builder. We were just chit chatting and generally looking at others. He was talking so professional. I was really blushing at him and he noted it well enough. On reaching home I just. I offered him good food and asked him to take rest. He said he is not here for rest with a naughty smile. I just nodded and asked him. Will u massage me now or at night? For that he replied. He will start massaging now and continue through night with a devil smile. I just got his cue and I was really happy. Then I showed him the bedroom where I planned to get treated I was just waiting for his cue about the dress to wear. But outta control I asked him what dress should I wear. He said according to your comfortness you can wear anything or nothing. But I really feel heavier on removing dresses. When I removed my shawl I felt really confusing whether I should do this or not. I was standing still. Suddenly I felt a hand touching my hooks from back. For an instant my heart beats was like 250 a minute. I just become so nervous and I was mum. He just started removing my tops I just lifted my hands for him to remove it and then he undid my pants. I was crossing my hands in front. He didn’t bother about anything it seemed. He unhooked my bra and asked me to turn I was trying to close my boobs but due to its size it overflowed. I can see that he is having a good look at my boobies and he kneeled down and started removing my panties. Outta my shyness I placed my hands in front of my pussy and closed it; then only to find that he is having a full look at my boobies. He just took a towel and offered me to use it. Then he asked me to lie down on bed. I did what he asked me to do as I was in a mixed feeling. He started pouring the oil on my back as I was lying on my stomach and started to massage my hip straight away. I was confused and asked him y you poured oil straight away. “Just enjoy” was the reply. He was normally massaging me and when his hands reached my side of the boobs my pussy got wet and I begin to let a small moan out. He just proceeded his hands under my boobies on both the sides. My eye brows were in wrinkled state. He got a good hold of my boobs and then started kneading it openly. I was trying to ask him what he was doing. But only air gasps through my mouth. He caught kneading my right side mammary. And then proceeded his other hand to my butt crack and started massaging. I am in heaven my pussy got wet in no time. I gave out a biggest moan. He obviously got the clue and proceeded to my inner thighs. I just squeezed my thighs like I don’t wanna let his hand to be taken out. He called me out and asked me “don’t you wanna turn” (the talks happened in Tamil so pardon me for my translating skills). So turned and I am unable to look at his face. He just made me cool by talking. And then he suddenly put his mouth on my boobies and started sucking it. Hell that. I shouted “kill me “. He said wait it’s not an end after sucking my tits for 10 or so minutes he placed his mouth on my pussy. It was full of hair and when he kissed my pussy I just squirted my whole liquid on his face. He then started becoming nude and placed my hands on his dick. I was dumb because this dick is way too big for my late owners but its average size dick of may be 7 inches. I started massaging it. It keeps on growing. He sat on the corner of the bed and then held my head; didn’t wait for my approval placed his dick in to his mouth then moving my head to and fro on his dick. I got a little pain as he got my hair. We were looking at each other not talking anything but looks like we gonna engulf each other. I was literally trying to get my air with that thing inside my mouth. On seeing me, he leaned a hand to me. I got up. He made me sit on his lap and started putting his finger inside me and making it a finger fuck.. Here again I was wet then suddenly. He pulled me towards him. Lifted up by my buttocks and then positioned on his cock. Gave me a tight hug ever and then pushed his cock inside me. I was not in this world for a moment. Thank god he didn’t start the motion yet. He stayed there for some time and then asked me to move. I just did the motion to which he met with me each and every time. We synced perfectly. And within 10 minutes my pussy walls started shivering gave us a cue that I am gonna cum. He also got the clue and carried me towards the wall and leaned me towards the wall and he started banging at least three times a second within a minute we both climaxed with a big moan like “arrrrghhhmmmmmm” we just fell down and be like that for 20 minutes hugging each other. I just came to senses and then gave him French kiss for make me cum like that in years. After that we fucked many times till now and also trying positions each times we meet. He is not a hunk or biggest dick. But for me he is ruling me like my king. I will share my other encounters by coming weeks. Thanks for your support iss and guys give me ur feedback to [email protected]. Your comments are more important to me so that I will decide to write more of experiences or just leave it with this.