My Elder Cousin Brother Is Mad About Me
cousin brother

Hi guys, I became a regular reader of this site because of my brother when I saw him reading this site. You can say I am new to this site regarding submitting a story but not new to reading different stories. Now coming to me, I am girl from A.P from a big city.My name is Rani and i have a brother who is elder to me 1 year. I have an elder cousin brother who is 2 years elder to me and very much horny.I am 18 years of age and I have nice sizes of 34 28 36. I am submitting this story as I can’t openly discuss these type of things directly with anyone of my friends or others.My cousin brother Surya used to come to our house daily as we are located nearer to each other.He is good looking and slim personality. He is so much matured than me. We are so close to each other and we used to share everything and every moments of our lives.he also kissed me many times on cheek and head. He used to play with me in the house where as my brother used to go outside. hence i was more close to my cousin brother. I don’t know about his intentions until sometime and I didn’t have any bad feelings on him either. One day when he is in our house we were discussing some things about his college and friends and all.He said he has to drink water and went to kitchen.After sometime he didn’t come.I wanted to go to washroom.i went to the wash room and stopped there because the way to wash room is from kitchen.he is not in the kitchen.so he has to be in washroom.i opened the door slowly and i was amazed to see his underwear and pants down and his ass is cleanly to my face while he is pissing(I thought) towards another side. I never saw any boy nude except on internet when my friends used to watch porn in mobiles and laptops. but this is the first time i ever watched a boy nude from down. his ass is so much shaped like a girl i was instantly attracted to it.such a beautiful ass size nearly 34 for his slim figure it looked very good and even soft buttocks.Suddenly he started to wear his underwear and pants.while wearing he turned to my side and i got a glimpse of his penis lightly.It was huge and nice.as i was watching from door very slightly ajar he din’t notice me.he flushed water down the toilet and i took advantage of this time to go back to kitchen. He came to kitchen and i saw him.he said “water tagagane toilet ki velanu anduke late indhi (telugu)”(after water i went to toilet,that’s why i m late.) i went to toilet after him and came afterwards and sat with him.later that night he stayed in our house.then when i was folding his removed clothes i saw there is a opening for pissing in his underwear.then i thought why did he remove his dress when pissing when there is an opening ?he even left the door open.i thought that he wanted me to notice his ass and penis.but i m not sure. Later that night i wanted to know this and i slept beside him.we talked for so much time and during that time he tried to touch me wherever possible whenever possible.at one time he even touched my crotch area on top of my dress.i dint resist.after our talks we slept.i dint really sleep because i want to know. After sometime his hand slowly crept on to me and he leaned on to me and hugged me from side.i acted as i was asleep.he hugged me tight and pressed his legs against my crotch. i was somewhat happy(actually horny, i dint know it is said like that till after sometime) Then he touched me one after the other my private places breasts,armpits,buttocks,vagina.but he dint dare put his hand inside my dress fearing that i might wake up.when i didnt move he took advantage and turned me towards him.now we are facing each other side by side on the bed.he moved close to me and hugged me from forward pressing my breasts to him and his legs around mine.i didnt even open my eyes. He touched me wherever he wanted and i dint stop him.because for the first time i am experiencing and also enjoying a boy’s touch in my life.he moved his face very close to me and i could feel his breathe on my face and lips.i knew what was coming but i dint stop him.he put his lips on mine slightly.later he pressed them somewhat.my heart started to beat very fast as it was my first lip to lip kiss in my life.but i faked my sleep.and he started to move his tongue on to my lips and for some reason because of the moistness i slightly moved my lips and groaned.suddenly he went back fearing i was awake because of kiss and turned other side.i wished he turn back and kiss me but he didn’t. During next morning when i was serving him breakfast i saw him glimpsing at my cleavage but i dint cover them.i just acted as if i am not aware of his intentions.after nearly one week he again came to our house and we began to play caroms. he is good at it than me.but that day he never gave me striker when it is on his side.i bent and took it.later on i knew that he is seeing my cleavage while i am taking striker bending. After sometime,for some reason i played better than him.so i pocketed many coins and he used to throw coins which i hit to holes on his side.after few throws i observed that he is directly hitting my breast and aiming at my cleavage.i clearly came to know his intentions now.after some time when he has hit the coin.i threw it to him and while it hit him i am shocked to see that his penis is actually out if his zip. That’s the first time i ever saw a penis from that close.its nicely shaped and nearly 4.5 to 5 inches(not erected). i was immediately attracted to it. but i acted as if i dint see it. because i cant just say to my big brother that your penis is out. so i just caught occasional glimpses of it. but as we are in seating position it is not entirely visible. for one time he entirely stood up on his knees and his entire penis came out of zip and i just stared at it from my glasses. but both of us acted as if we dont know it is out. Because of my distraction i lose the game.he used a nice distraction i thought. this went on for few days.he used to take out his penis whenever possible during games we played and used to touch me whenever possible. On one day he cried in my company that his girlfriend broke up with him as he is not rich and she likes another guy who is rich.she just scolded him and his body and broke up with him. he told that that’s y he started to touch me and all. I just felt sorry for him and he suddenly took out his penis and hugged me tightly his penis just was more huge that i remembered(erected,i dint know it then.) he hugged me tight and it touched my stomach.later to my sudden surprise he just caught my head and kissed me on the lips still crying. i dint stop him first but i dint even responded to it. he kissed me hard and i just pushed him away after 2 minutes.i scolded him. He said he was sorry and because of his depression,as he has not much friends to share with he became close to me.i didnt say anything and he went to his home. i didnt say to him but i have enjoyed his kiss very much.because it’s the first kiss of my life (when i am fully awake.) Now,everyone.please tell me what to do. i really want to have him do whatever he wishes because of two reasons.i don’t want to see him sad and the second one i really like having pleasure with him. but in my mind 10-20% it is saying that this incest relationship is wrong. but nearly 80-90% says that have love towards him and enjoy. this will make both of us happy.i fingered my self thinking of our kiss many times after that (i learnt it from my friends and porn how to do it) i enjoy it. i really want him but just all of you reply me that it’s not bad to make me not to blame myself for doing this.he is coming to our home after many days(he never came after that incident) and i want to know what i should do. Please reply to [email protected]