I was very anxious to no about male puberty their body n all.. I was very shy that I don’t allow any one to see me naked n even half naked.. But I like watching guys naked n see their penis right from childhood.. My first gay sex is wid my cousin bro.. he is 7 year elder 2 me.. I was 13 then.. I happen 2 walk in to his room n he is naked drying his body.. I went intentionally since I was dying to see naked men.. he called me when I was running out .. I went again he is still naked long 8 inch cock.. then he asked me to become naked n sho my dick.. I was very shy 4m child hood but he requested n said ‘look I’m naked so don’t worry pls I want to see that’.. so I opened my pant n showed my little dick he played with it n then it becam hard n 4.5 or so long he started sucking it I was afrid n ran away… he was doing his BE that time.. N he had a holiday that day.. he can to my home after a while. they live in nearby house to our house.. he cam to my room my parent were not there at home my parents n his parents went out, my sister was at home so he requested me to com to his home.. we went ther n again I’m naked n he sucked my cock again. I did nt get sperm that time I got only so percum like liq very little… then he forced me to suck his.. I didn’t want bt he forced so I sucked just for 5 sec n then I felt like vomiting so he made me give a hand job n frm then he use to suck me sum time n then I hav to suck him n give hand job…. i use 2 say it is very big n he says suck it it will become more big n i like a silly kid i use to lick it furiously.. lot of time I just gave hand bt he use to force me for sucking.. he use to dominate me n use me so much but after I was 16 he once sucked me n I cumed sperm in his mouth he spit it all n said u r man now u can also use me now.. then I fucked his ass.. he fucked me 2 times but I fucked him more than 10 times in ass… Once we fucked each other before some girls, once we went to family tour n me n bro r in same room then we fucked each other n girls wisteled n joked on us.. I liked him so much.. he use to use me like a slut wife but I liked him..