The Betrayal And Lust Of Love
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The first day of college is always exciting. The most exciting part is finally getting to know which girls are in your class. I remember sitting on the 2nd last bench even though there was space available in front. It’s always the last benchers who are asked to move front not the 2nd last. A guy who I had spoken to barely twice was bombarding me with a barrage of information about our course. I was looking at the door when she entered. The room sort of went quite for a moment. Jaws on the floor. It later turned out that we had 24 girls in our class of 60 but the one that mattered was payal bajaj. It felt like time stopped. She was tall with a confident upright posture. Her hair was dark red, long and wavy. Her hands reached often to sort her wavy hair which I thought was not needed but still felt good that she did it anyway. Her smile was slight, her movement graceful. Her approach towards me. For a moment it felt that she was coming towards me. She sat in the next column a seat in front of my row. She was wearing a tank top with a cotton jacket. There was a stole or scarf dangling from her neck. Dark blue jeans hugged her legs. She had an elegant figure. Not petite and not voluptuous. Just right. Better than right, perfect. It was then I realized the guy next to me was gawking at her. Every guy was gawking at her. The first time we spoke was when we were named lab partners in a chemistry lab. As soon as I heard that there were butterflies in my stomach. See the thing is I am an introvert. But I am not someone who will freeze when put in a spot. I can fake my way through most things. Doesn’t mean that I don’t feel the jitters. My heart rate went up and I felt warm in the ears. “hello aarv, that’s your name right?” she smiled extending her hand. “indeed la demoiselle payal. Bon j’our” I replied slowing down my voice so that I don’t sound like a 5-year-old boy in a toy shop. “oh, my god!!! You know french? Is it?” “am afraid, that all the french I know” “oh really. Can’t say that I am not disappointed” payal said with an exaggerated lower lip bulge. “I was going big for my first impression and that was what I could come up with” I muttered turning to her. She paused and her slight smile turned into a chuckle. “that was not the worst attempt but more like a swing and a miss” I cocked my eyebrow at her cricket reference. She noticed. “well, on the bright side I do know a bit of chemistry” I apologized. Having read me she turned to her table “now thats a solid straight drive for four because I suck at this”. We hit off great. Very soon we were good friends. But she had many good friends. Months went by. The more I got to know her the more I was enamored by her. She was an angel. She took time out to help out teaching poor kids through an NGO. She was a great painter. Portraits were her specialty. She taught me how lighting can change a positive character to a negative one. She even gifted me a portrait of a young boy looking at a distant moon. I tried to figure the heck out of it. What could it mean? Was it an indication to stay distant? I wondered. She did, however, get a lot of attention. She was social and was a charming talker. She laughed and smiled at the right moments. But it was the slight gesture of getting bored that she made in the fleeting moment that she looked at me was what connected us. It was as if she could read my mind and she knew that she could. Some boys pandered her and were sort of around her agreeing and helping all the time. Some proposed to her to whom she politely turned down. Then there were the cool dudes who were trying so hard to impress her. Purab, for example, would change his accent and dress up immaculately if there was a chance payal would be around. And then there were guys who made her life a living hell. Ajith was in the same class for the 3rd year. He was the son of some local thug who worked for the ruling party MLA. From the day he laid his eyes on her, the cat calls began. He followed her to her hostel. Commented on her dress. He even called up her father asking her hand in marriage. All this had really disturbed her as it would to anyone. Ajith and his goons were called up by police and a supposed warning was given. We all knew what it would really mean. Physical intimidation was out of the question as the dude was a beast. He was very muscular. Thick arms and legs, broad chest and wide shoulder with a short neck. He was short, about 5 ft 7 in but looked like a wrestler. More so he had a reputation of putting people to hospital beds. No one dared step up to him. There was also me. Payal liked me. We talked on the phone. So many of our interests were similar. We now talked a lot on phone. She shared her happiness and troubles. We were not a couple, though. We were good friends. As good a friend a boy and a pretty girl can be. Around the end of 1st year, I was totally smitten by her. I always thought about her. Remembered the moments she nonchalantly touched me. Her scent. Her shape. I masturbated thinking of her several times a day. We met very frequently now. As exams approached, she asked more and more for my help on various topics. We carved out a library corner and started working on her concern areas. She was very sharp but didn’t spend time on studying. This was getting me a lot of attention. My impression was a studious student who kept to himself. While guys like Ajith never saw me a threat, I could see a bit of coldness coming in his interactions with me. Payal’s dressing was always something to look forward to daily. She accessorized quite a bit too. One day it was a tanktop with a tight capri and a thick stole to cover up everything. After a while, on the seats, she kept the stole aside. That day I realized how big her boobs were. I could also make out her nipples protruding. She caught me a couple of times looking at her cleavage. It was awkward silence followed by random conversation. Last day before the exam, she was nervous about her preparations. We studied entire day and it was 10:30 in the night. The library was almost deserted. The staff was dozing despite the directive to keep the library open till midnight. Tired she lay her head on my shoulder and shut her eyes. She held my arm and cozied to me. “you have bony hands. So fewer muscles” “u like muscular boys, huh” “of course I do. Don’t you like girls with good figure” “ I am afraid I do” “then why can’t a girl say she likes muscular men”. She said all the while holding my arm. “ well, in that case, you should approach a muscular guy to teach you c++” I shot back. “ ooo, so sensitive” she cooed looking into my eyes. Our eyes locked and she gave me a kiss. On my lips. A tender one. It felt beyond anything I can describe. I was shocked and numb. She then gave e a proper smooch for 2 mins holding my hair sticking her tongue in. It was the best feeling I ever had in my life. We did not say a word after that and left. I masturbated all night that night. Then the exams started and I realized how pathetic my prep was. I have always been a topper. Everyone in my family was that. This was a huge jolt to me. As each exam passed I saw what I had done to myself. When results came I had 50 % marks and 2 backs. I was shocked. All I could hear was snickering at every corner. I had let myself down. Payal had scored 66% and passed all tests. I was so embarrassed. I did not talk to her. I did not answer her calls or messages and went home cut off from everything. I decided that I have to end whatever I thought I was doing. I came back and cut off myself from the world. I studied and studied. For a year I didn’t see into Payal’s eyes. I thwarted all her approaches very aggressively. Soon she stopped making the effort. That year, guys who bothered her also cooled off a bit. She was not bothered as much but every now and then there were skirmishes with Ajith. Purab was now close to her and she was firmly in their circle. While she went to clubs and movies with them, she still did a lot of philanthropy work. She was actively participating in food for children program where she and her group collected left over food from restaurants and gave to poor children. I kept away from news about her as much as possible. To me now she was just a sexual object at the time of masturbation. As soon as my semen was out I blocked her out again. In the second year exams, I aced all tests. I was the topper by a mile. I was in the top 10 in the university. I felt vindicated. On the insistence of a few friends, I agreed to go with our class to a beach outing. I thought that I can afford that now. The trip was full of spirit and joy. Guys danced and sang. There was no approach by either payal  or me towards one another. I saw her dancing. Moving her hips in an enticing motion. Her arms raised and her attitude bolder. She danced to the beats of many songs in the bus with many boys. We went to the beach at 10 am. This was a glorious beach. A blue sea and clear sky. The beach was long only broken by few ridges of rocks. The unique thing was that it was absolutely deserted. It was an army beach and a classmate of ours had arranged it for us. It was eerie. So much peace and quiet. Groups formed and guys and girls started to enjoy. It was apparent as the day went on that payal had moved forward but I had not. In the sand, glistening the sun and blue waters she looked stunning. She was the center of everything that was happening there. She wore a two-piece under a loose white shirt which she took off as soon as she entered the water. Her cleavage was deep and her boobs bounced as she ran around. They were much bigger than what I had thought. Her abs were very toned too. She looked fitter and sexier than what I had ever imagined. All this while she was not at all coy about being looked at by everyone. She was dancing with a group of guys letting them touch and touching them in passing. As if its all very natural. In her bright green bikini and aviator glasses, she looked like a goddess. I wanted her. Badly. Evening was turning into night and everyone was returning from the beach. The sun had set and the full moon was on the rise. Our hotel was about 1 km from the beach entry point. The beach felt even more deserted now. I knew payal was behind us though I could not see her beyond the rocks we had just crossed. I did not want to be obvious that I was waiting for her. Yet there was a tinge of doubt. Last I saw she was enjoying with her new friends in the sea. I saw purab grab her and throw her into water. She did not mind it a bit. Splashing, teasing and swimming to deep end with boys. From this distance I could perfectly make out how her bum with every stroke in the shimmering sea. I saw some folks, 2 girls, and 2 guys, walk by. Purab was one of them. I was sure that payal was still behind. I decided to check back. I moved to the higher ground beside the beach and started walking back. I did not want it to be obvious as to what I was doing. As I crossed the rock mark I saw her. She was just besides the rocks with no one in sight except for —ajith. They were standing facing each other. Payal visibly angry. “again are you fucking kidding me. No means no. Get it through your thick head you asshole. That was not a date? That was not a signal by me you delusional prick. After you make my life miserable? Because of you I never go out. Because of you my father almost pulled me out of college. My results suffer. You pathetic looser.” I moved in closer behind the rocks to get a better view and to intervene if needed. Problem was that Ajith was a tank. He would beat my ass to the ground. But the time was to be brave and face him. Ajith said in a lower voice “I get it why you hate me. I am sorry. But what should I apologise for. Being born into a rich family. Getting what I want without having to work for it. At least I am true in my lust for you. I crave you. I find you the most attractive girl in the world. I masturbate only thinking of you. Yes I do. I never intended to harm you. I crossed boundaries because I didn’t know they were there. There is one thing I know though. The lust is in you too. You pretend to be a lovely girl with high morals when deep down you are a dirty whore. You just don’t want the world to hear it. You pretend to be something you are not. I know that a girl like you has deep dirty desires. I have felt it in your gaze. When you look at my body. I know what goes inside your brain. You are a whore a slut a bitch and I love it. These amateur fools in your class dont get it but I know you have desires. I know your fantasies, I want to fulfil them. Thats all” Silence. Payal stared at him eyes of hatred and rage. But she did not say anything. She did not leave. She turned to the sea and stared. Ajith then unbuckled his belt and took off his pants. He folded it and put on the sand. He then took off his underwear. His cock was huge and thick. I froze. I thought I should now go and save payal. But I got scared. The light was fading but all of this was very clearly visible. Ajith was stark naked. His dark muscular body glistening in the fading orange sun. His cock black as obsidian was flaccid and yet bigger and thicker than my cock ever was. “payal, ….” Payal turned. Glanced at the cock. Looked into the eyes of Ajith and walked to him in rage and slapped him hard. The sound stood out distinctly from the murmur of waves. She turned and started walking back towards the hotel. Ajith did not react. He stood like a statue. I took a huge sigh of relief. After about 50 paces payal stopped. Stood for 5 secs, turned back and again walked towards Ajith. She was face to face with him. They were of the same height. She looked in his eyes with an intense gaze. Payal went down on her knees and took his huge cock in her hand and put it in her mouth. The world swooned. My heart stopped. I couldn’t hear the sea waves. I almost blacked out. I couldn’t look. I opened my eyes hoping it to be a strange dream. When the sound returned I heard the sloppy sound of saliva on a dick. I saw her eyes locked onto his. His manhood stiff and inside. I should have been angry, vengeful and barbarically mad and yet my dick was getting erect looking as reality played out. I looked back at payal and my right hand reached for my cock. She was rolling the head of the cock in her mouth. She was spitting on his cock. Stroked it with both hands as she looked into his eyes unashamed and taken by lust. She then raised his dick pointing it upwards and started sucking his balls. It was obvious that she had done it many times earlier. She knew all the ways. Then she started stroking and sucking his dick fast. Ajith placed his hand on her head and tried to push in. Payal immediately removed his hands and looked sternly in his eyes. She then grabbed his ass and pulled him closed taking the entire dick in her mouth. Ajith groaned at this. Payal sucked him so hard that he was getting weak in his knees. I could see him quivering in pleasure. She kept sucking hard. Like someone possessed. He came. She kept sucking him dry. He buckled and fell on his knees and letting out a huge grunt. Not one drop was spilled. She had brought the biggest bully of our college down on his knees. Ajith gave out a couple of more groans. Payal got up looking in his eyes. She reached out to kiss him on his lips. He pulled back. She looked at him again displeased. Grabbed his neck from the back and planted a kiss. Whether cum was in that kiss I don’t know. She stood up and placed her right thigh on his shoulder. He knew she wanted to be licked and he did like a panting dog. The night was a full moon and Payal was moaning loudly. She threw her head back with a jerk as she held his head to her pussy clutching a fist over his hair. She came with a loud moan. They were now hugging each other standing. I could see her hands all over his back, biceps, chest and his cock. The monster was again parallel to the ground. Payal went closer squeezing his dick between her inner thighs and standing so close to him. He hugged her in his arms as she cupped his ass and gave a booming spank. Both broke their lock. Ajith started suddenly walking towards me. I got scared. Real scared. I started zipping my pants. But they stopped. Payal held Ajith’s hand and pulled. They went towards the sea. She laid ajith on the sand where the waves broke and payal mounted on top of him. She kissed his chest and shoulders. Then again gave him a blowjob. Once the dick was a tower, she started taking it in. Slowly but surely she took all in her pussy. She fucked him hard. Loudly moaning she jumped on his giant cock. When waves came to Ajith gasped for breath but stayed under while payal kept fucking. She threw her bra away. Held his hand and placed on her boobs. She then slapped him right across his face. Ajith pinned her and fucked her like a mad bull. From then on it was loud indecent moaning of payal and heavy grunts of Ajith. She woke a monster in him. They fucked for an hour or so. When Ajit came for like 4th time doing her doggie style, they both collapsed in heave. Payal got out from under him and got up to leave. Ajith still lying on the sand held her feet. Payal shrugged it off and walked towards her swim suite and wore it. She left with Ajith panting on the ground. Ajith left too after 5 mins. I lay on my bed that night shell shocked. Felt like my stomach was gutted. Images flashed before me. I received a message from an unknown number. It read “I know you have blocked my number so I am sending this from a different phone. Don’t reply. About a year ago I was madly in love with you. You didn’t see that. You blamed me for all your problems and shunned me. You never let me help you. You made it all my fault. You are such a coward. You saw so many guys advance for me and you did nothing you pussy. You are the most spineless gutless dude I have seen. I saw you today behind the rock wanking. What a loser you are. You perverted sick freak. Don’t come to suite 6 tonight @ 12 if you have a shred of dignity left you filthy little bitch”. At 12, I felt the door of her room. It was not shut. I walked in quiet. I heard moaning sounds. When I entered the main room I saw Payal sitting on sofa drinking red wine. She was all nude looking at me. Her legs spread. She gave me a very naughty smile. Like she was teasing me and moaned loudly as she pulled Ajith’s head to her pussy. They fucked all night. Payal getting off by humiliating me to the core.