Why Did You Break My Heart? – Part IV
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Now coming to the fourth part of the story “Why Did You Break My heart.” If you like it send your comments to [email protected] or [email protected] or [email protected] or [email protected]. After a while she whispered that she needed to use the restroom. I got off her and laid on one side and she got up and went to the toilet nude with her bare ass swaying in the air. I was amazed at how she was comfortable being naked in the presence of a man because even after so many years of marriage and so many sessions of love making my wife never roamed nude in my presence. But then this girl who had presented herself to me and only me was roaming nude in my house, in my bedroom and I had no reasons to complain. I suddenly felt the need to freshen up and take a rest before leaving for office. I stood and felt an urgent need to pee. So I knocked on the door and to my surprise found, it was open. As I entered I saw her in front of the mirror and humming. As she saw me she just held out her arms and we embraced each other tightly. She naughtily tugged my pole and lovingly caressed it. My tool instantly came back to life. Shit at this pace I would become a sex maniac. She was in a no mood to let go my cock. I said, “I need to pee now, baby. Let me go.” Puno replied, “Hey, just a minute darling, I always dreamt how it will feel to hold a erect cock while it is peeing. Allow me to hold your cock in my hands while you pee.” But I had to pee badly and so I gently loosened myself from her and dashed for the john. She came behind me and held my cock aiming it at the john. I turned back to say something but her lips caught my mouth and stopped me from saying anything. It was one of the most sexy pee I had ever had. We were kissing hard while I was relieving myself. God it was very hard for me to concentrate at my urine jet. I led her to the bath tub and after putting her there went to the john and relieved myself completely, she was laughing all the time. After that I also entered the bath tub and we both sat under the shower and started soaping each other and at times exchanging kisses. As I applied soap to her breasts I was amazed at how stiff her nipples were. She was in turn applying soap to my tool or rather stroking it back to life and in no time it was stiff as a rod. She was looking at me with a wicked and seductively. I thought I would come any moment. Now what was she up to? But I didn’t care because one was sure that she would have her way but “IN NO WAY HARM ME” {mark these words of mine} She stood up and caressing my hardened tool put her legs on my either side. She placed her love hole on top of my cock head and straddled me. She tried to sit on it by guiding it to her love hole but she was so goddamn tight that it didn’t go inside. She winced in pain as my tool barely entered a little but she was not the one to give up. Putting her arms around my neck and putting her lips on mine, she tried to insert it further inside her cunt but could succeed partially. As we were soapy sliding in would have been easier but still the tightness of her cunt walls closing around my shaft gave an amazing feeling. {Now my wife likes sex in missionary style and I being the man I am never liked to force her into experimentation} But as I said this girl was from a different league. As she slowly started sliding in she separated her lips from mine and gripping my shoulders with clenched fists and looking upwards with closed eyes let out SSHH SSHH and pushed downwards with all her strength and again groaned AAHH AAHH EEII EEII. She was gasping and clung my neck tightly and whispered, “I love you.” God, what a lovely way to say I love you. She began bobbing on my cock lodged inside her cunt. I closed my eyes enjoying her assault on my cock. I was in seventh heaven. Imagine me entirely inside her and she jumping on my cock. I couldn’t hold any longer as her tightness around my cock made me come instantly and she shuddered as she felt me unload and let out a soft ooohhh and collapsed on me. We sat in that position hugging each other tightly for quite some and then we showered and dried each other up and wearing the bathrobes went to the bed room. Me: Now honey our unification ends here and now you go home and I go to the office. Puno: What makes you think so? Me: What do you mean ? (Giving me a quick kiss.) Puno: I’ll let you know in a while but right I’m starving and even you need energy so can I fix us a quick breakfast? Well she was hell bent on being my wife for the day and I could not complain and I wanted her off my back for a while because she was too tempting and her nearness could have tempted me to go for another session and that was in no way feasible and I had to go to work so I needed to dress up. So I told her ok. She headed for the kitchen and I went to the closet and took out my dress for the office and as I was dressing up I suddenly felt a tinge of guilt as I thought was I right in taking the virginity of such a young girl who must be at least 10 to 11 years younger to me. Well the damage was done and there was no looking back and I could not betray a person who simply adored me. Well there was definitely a solution down the line. There was no point brooding over this. As I was dressing up I could get the smell of eggs being made and suddenly she called “Pete breakfast is ready darling. Have you finished dressing up and you better not tie your tie because I want to have the honours.” Shit she had never addressed me by my name ever except sir, love, honey etc. and now she called me by my first name as if I was her classmate and that too in Pete. My God she was showing authority over me and believe me “Hitler” loved it from the core of my heart. There was warmth, and deep affection. I was initially shocked to hear her address me like this but as the realization sinked in I could not help but loved it. This was her way of telling me that now since our relationship had been physically consummated so we were official lovers. God did I love her for that. Trying to come out of my daze I just said, “Yes darling your wish is my coming. I’m ready and coming right away.” As I entered the dining hall I saw her standing near the dining table with the breakfast ready on the table. Me:{ with a feigned anger} By the way who gave you the right to call me by my name? Hearing this she looked scared and was almost about to cry when I rushed to her and embracing her in my arms planted a kiss on her lips and she just reciprocated by pushing her tongue into my mouth. Again there was twitching but I needed to control myself. I had to attend to office and so did she. So I separated from her and sat down on the chair to have breakfast because I was famished and I asked her as well to sit down and have her breakfast as well. Me: What made you call me by my name and that too in shortcut? Puno: Just felt like I should be also giving you a love name. Me:{just trying to tease her} But I’m too senior to you in age as well as post. Puno: You must be my boss in the hotel but outside, you are the love of my life and nothing else. You have shown me the real meaning of being a woman so don’t I have the right to give you a love name? And when love is there, age does not matter and I will call you Pete my love and nothing can stop me from doing so. I had now known how resolute and stubborn she could be and then the truth was I loved this gesture of hers. So to change the topic. I just said “OK baba now please have your breakfast fast because you have to reach home and then report for work Now what she had to say was a stunner. Puno:{with a sly smile on her face} What makes you think that I am going to work today. I have got this opportunity to take the place of your wife with great difficulty and I am going to make the most of till she comes back. I have already called up Ranjeet sir and asked him for a sick leave. I could just blurt out, “What do you mean?” Puno: {with a mischievous wink} Yes Pete,I’ve planned out everything you don’t worry I’ll make sure you don’t miss your wife till she comes back. Me:{ in a surprised voice} But how? Puno: I have called Ranjeet sir that I have taken sick due to last night’s drinks. So wouldn’t be in a position to come to office today. Simple, after you leave. I’ll go home and tell my parents that from today I’ll have to stand in for a girl staff for few nights. I will be in the front office for a girl who has gone on leave. So from tomorrow, I’ll be doing double shifts and would be able to come back home only in the morning, that also for a few hours only. Then from tomorrow I will join duty as hotel staff but my night shifts will be at your house from tonight itself. Was I hearing her right? Just a minutes back I was thinking it was just a one night stand and here she had already planned everything meticulously. She was way ahead of me and I was SPEECHLESS !!!!!!!!! ……….. and just gazed at her with open jaws. As if seeing my reaction she naughtily said, “Unless you have an objection of having me around. But people say I have a very intoxicating effect when I am around.” Now she had me hooked to her and she knew it very well and was playing her cards very well too. Me:{playfully tapping her nose} OK now enough of praising I gotta go and the house keys are on the kitchen and you also better get ready and go home and come back in the evening. I’ll catch you up then. Puno:{ in a husky tone} Come soon darling and my eyes will be fixed to the door waiting for your arrival. I knew I had to get out fast or else I might be tempted to skip office which of course would be risky for the reasons stated earlier. So I grabbed my car keys and my laptop and made a dash for the door. She called out loudly “What would my hubby like to have for dinner?” I froze for a second. Shit this was sensational. she had taken my wife’s role really seriously. I turned back and said, “Aaahmmmmm, anything my little wifey will make I’m sure would be wonderful. Suit yourself.” I then took out my wallet and handed over some cash to buy anything from the market on the way back. Puno:{protesting} No honey I have cash with me. Me:{with fake anger} Do I have to remind who’s the hubby of the house? Puno:{with fake fearful expression} Oh so sorry I almost forgot. (Then with a big smile took the money from my hand and hugged me with a deep kiss and again the temptation of fucking her right there came over me. It was with a great deal of effort that I restrained myself and gently separated from her and gently patting her on the cheek made a quick exit. My cock has been in constant erection all the time. I think I have to be used to this effect. I could hear her giggle from behind.) GOD WHAT A BABE SHE WAS and I was smiling at my good fortune. As I drove I was whistling Shakin Stevens “because I love you.” I thought I was over the world and even the Mumbai’s notorious traffic could not dampen my spirit. On reaching the hotel and handing over the keys to the valet I headed for my chamber. I suddenly had a new spring in my stride and was unusually cheerful in returning the wishes of staffs as I passed and gave Sanders a large smile which pleasantly shocked her too. I entered the chamber and took my seat with a very satisfied sigh. Hey hang on!!!!!!!! I thought to myself. I could not compose myself then the crew members might suspect something amiss because it was just the previous night that I had taken a drunk lady with me {which the people presumed} to drop home and that too a gorgeous babe like Puno. People could easily add to plus to and make it 5. Though no one can dare say anything to me but I still didn’t want any murmurings behind and I loved her too much for that. At 11.00 am. Puno called to say she had reached her home and after few sessions of phone smooching {from the other end} we hung up. Now I called up Sander and asked her to update me on the shift absentee’s list and I found that apart from Puno only a guy from the F and B had failed to turn up. Now rules are rules, so I with a heavy heart called the check in security office and asked him to mark them both absent for a week. I knew I could easily compensate Puno for that but then a punishment is a punishment and I was punishing my doll and whom I had promised to protect from all troubles. For the 1st time in my career I cursed myself for having made this rule. It was like getting trapped in your own dragnet. Shit how was she going to take it? How was I going to tell her? Would she feel betrayed? Suddenly the morning spirit dipped I was having a sinking feeling in my stomach. {I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND THE REASON WHY I AM SO PARTICULAR IN DETAILING ? I WANT YOU PEOPLE TO FEEL THE INTRICATE HUMAN EMOTIONS ATTACHED} Well coming back to the story. Suddenly all the happiness evaporated in thin air. The worst part was I could not let her know this from others. She could feel more betrayed. So I had to bell the cat myself. I lost appetite for and the wonderful evening which I was looking forward to turned into a dreaded one. At 5:30 pm. my phone rang and it was Puno. Puno: Hi ! Honey guess what I have reached our home and I am just going to prepare our dinner. OUR HOME?????????? Shit this was going to be even more difficult than I had assumed. She was trying her best to be a vital part of my life and I was going to break her trust and her heart. Me:{in a grim tone} That’s nice. (She immediately noticed the lack of enthusiasm in my voice.) Puno:{in a worried tone} What happened Honey? You don’t seem to be too happy to hear my voice. Is everything alright dear? Me: Yes dear just that I have a confession to make which might hurt you. Puno: What? Hurt me and you? I don’t believe you. You must be kidding me? Anyways tell me what you have to say. You have put my palpitation racing. Me: Darling, I can’t tell you on the phone and I have to tell you face to face. Puno: Then come home fast baby because you are creating tension for me. Me: Darling, I will see you in a couple of hours and hung up. Now how was I going to put this across? She refused to believe that I could do anything to hurt her. But it was just a matter of time before she could see how wrong she was. I was forced to think how dramatically events were changing in our relations. Well after some time I got up to leave for home. My feet felt very heavy as I needed to drag them. As I drove home I was in a very confused state of mind. BLANK ABSOLUTELY. Reaching home I parked my car but didn’t get out for a while and just sat at the wheel with sweat forming on my head. Taking a deep breath I got out of the car and walked towards the door. I paused for a while and then decided that I would not rush into anything. I needed a couple of drinks to build the courage. I rang the bell and it was only after 10 minutes or so that the door opened slightly. The security latch was still on and she just peeped through the opening. On seeing me she opened the door with a lovely Hii………!!!!!!!!! I managed a meek smile in response. It was then that I was shocked to see that she was just draped in two towels, one towel draped across her body barely covering her breast and one on her wet head, with water dripping down her shoulders. Perhaps she had just taken a shower. Believe me she was looking so ravishing that I could have fucked her then and there. But I was her culprit and I had a lot of explanations to do and also face the consequences. Puno: What happened Pete is it something serious? Me:{ just shrugging my shoulders} It depends on how you take it. Puno came and putting her head on my chest, “Then tell me na what wrong could you have done to hurt me because I still don’t believe you.” Shit her nearness was intoxicating and I was getting carried away but I knew this was not the moment for such thoughts. I had a serious affair to take care of. Me: Puno can we talk after sometime? I need a drink and to relax a bit. Puno. Darling you don’t need a drink to muster courage to talk to me because nothing you say could hurt me. But since it is your habit, please do not change your habits for my sake. While you would be having your drinks I will prepare our dinner. It looks like you haven’t had anything since the morning. Right? God how well she knew me. But she didn’t know me very well and she was in for a major disappointment tonight. Now as she walked towards the kitchen, I couldn’t help but admire her well sculptured body. The towel barely reaching her ass cheeks. Her chiseled thighs shone with tiny droplets of water. I took a deep sigh and went to my bed room. I took out my night gown and changed into it. Then went to the restroom and freshened up. On an impulse, I just peeped into the kitchen and saw that she was wearing my wife’s blue colored satin nighty in which I thought my wife always looked pretty but this girl looked stunning. I quietly turned back and came to the bar and poured a double Vat 69 and on the rocks. As I sat sipping I could hear her cooking in the kitchen. As I finished my 1st double I started feeling a bit lighter in the head. But I needed to be in a better thought process frame of mind. I felt the need for another double. As I sat sipping suddenly she came with a plate in her hand and put it on the table. I saw it contained fried cashew nuts and boiled eggs. Puno: {smiling} I thought you might need this with your drinks. Feeling better? It was then that I knew its now or never. As she turned to go I grasped her hand and pulled her towards me. Me: Puno please sit, we need to talk. (She sat in the stool next to with smile still on her face.) Puno: OK Pete tell me what’s bothering you? Me: What I have done today could hurt you a lot. Puno putting a reassuring hand on my shoulder, “Pete you are unnecessarily taking tension. Please come out with whatever you have to and become the man that I know.” Me: Sweety you know that I have certain rules for who do not report to duty on the day after any of the bashes. Puno:{cutting me off } Yeah I heard you mark them absent for a week so? Me:{meekly} You were absent today. Puno:{again interrupting} And so you had to mark me absent for a week right? Me:{sheepishly} Yeah Puno: So? (Now it was my turn to be shocked.) Me: What do you mean by so? Aren’t you mad at me for doing so? (Hearing she burst out laughing and playfully slapped me on my shoulder.) Puno: So this is what was bothering you the whole. Is this the confession you were about to make? I nodded with dropped jaws. She came near me and put her arms around my neck and gave me a deep kiss and then sat on my lap, making her nighty rise upto her waist showing her thighs. Looking me in the eyes she said, “Oh sweetheart is this how much you know about me? You were tensed the whole day just for this? I am shocked Pete. You only taught me that work and pleasure can’t be mixed so why do you think I would be cross with you? I am so much engrossed with you that this hardly matters to me. If you are so heavy hearted then compensate it with your love.” I felt lump forming in my throat and tears swelled in my eyes. Shucks could anybody love any body so much? She gently lifted the tears from my eyes with her tongue and put them in her mouth. She shook her head motioning me not to cry and again brought her lips to mine. Soon we were locked in a passionate kiss and my cock was erect. As I felt her breast touch my chest, I was shocked to feel her erect nipple poking at my chest. It means she was not wearing any bra. Seeing my reaction she smiled and closed her eyes in shyness. I caught her breast from above the fabric and pressed hard. I tried to insert my hands in the gown through the small opening. I found her nipples and fondled it. She let out a soft sigh. Then slowly with one hand of hers, she opened the ribbons of my gown and started caressing my hairy chest. I slowly started sliding her nighty away from her. She said, “Let me become fully nude. I want to feel your skin on mine.” She got up and raised her hands, I took off her nighty. As I lifted it over her head I saw that she was not wearing any panty either. She soon became fully nude and got beside me. Soon her hand had pulled down my boxers and was stroking my erect pole and it had a painfully magical effect. As my left hand reached down to her pussy I rubbed the vertical lips. Her pussy felt like a mound of butter ready to melt in my hands. I inserted my hands in her pussy crack. I was shocked to see that she was already wet. I picked her and walked towards the settee. I slowly lifted up her saree till her hips. She was not wearing any panty which I told earlier. There was that cunt again. It was now wet and hot and ready for sex. I was so aroused; I bent down and kissed it. She had made me into a sex animal. I kissed her on her lips. They were soft and moist. I thrust my tongue inside her mouth and my tongue played with hers. I started rubbing her breasts. I got on top of her slowly. Puno: How often do you have sex with you wife? Me: 2-3 times a week. Puno: What all do you do? Me: Just fuck. Puno: Haven’t you tried oral? Me: She doesn’t suck me dear. I lick her sometimes. That’s all. Actually I also am not that much into oral sex so I don’t pester her much. Puno (stroking my hairs): On bed, a man is his woman’s slave. But a woman has also got to orally please her man. First lick me to heaven. Slowly she was getting aroused too. I started licking her all over and when I reached her cunt, I found she was fully wet. She closed her eyes and spread her thighs. With her own hands she parted lips of cunt, opening it like a lotus petal. I had the best view of most loveable and sought after cunt in the town. Puno: I am spreading my thighs for you…………..come darling……………….kneel between my parted thighs and LICCCCKKKKKKK meeeeeeeeeeeeeee so that I can cummmmm for you repeatedly !! I dove between her thighs and started sniffing at her cunt. I kissed her cunt deeply. I rubbed her pussy from above. Although not a oral lover but her cunt always beckoned me. I slowly started licking her ridges and drove my tongue up her sweet hole. I licked and savored her for some time. I kissed pink area of cunt, removed her hand and myself spread lips further apart. It was all pink and juicy all around. I put my tongue on lips and moved along the length of cunt. Puno moaned and pushed my head deeper. I found her clit knob, I licked cunt and took the clit between two lips and kept pressing it. She moved her hips and hip started moving up and down. She was enjoying my ministrations and mumbling, “Oooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh………….I am so wet now ………………..just cleaned it for you ……….. my baby …………….come darling………LICK my cunttttttt………………push your HOT tongue deep into my vagina………..TONGUE- FUCK meeeeeee……..make me cummmmmmm……………” With clit caught between my lips I pushed one finger inside the cunt hole and then three fingers in her cunt. I moved my fingers in cunt fast so lips also moved over clit faster. She began bucking her ass up and down with frenzy. I knew she was about to cum. I could feel tremors in her cunt walls. Within few minutes she reached her climax and cummed on my face. She clasped her thighs hard on the sides of my face crushing my ears. Puno: There is one more hole which needs your attention. When will you deflower my second hole too. Me: You know I have not lost my erection since evening. Forget everything else and let me enter you. Puno: I want all my holes deflowered by my man in life. You have to plunder my anal hole too. What was she saying. I had never ass fucked any one not even my wife. Now she wants me to fuck her ass. It would be too painful for her. She turned around on her tummy with her ass facing upward and she parted her ass hole for me to see. Her brown hole shone for me. I was in two minds whether do it or not….. She was adamant for it so I had no option as my cock was hard as steel. I reached down and grabbed her waist and lifted them up in the air. I knelt on the bed behind her as I separated her ass crack to view the brown hole. I was now looking straight down her gaping brown hole just inches away from her dripping wet hole. Her swollen cunt was wide open begging to be fucked again but it had to wait as I had some other business to fulfill. I tightly held her ass high in the air as I lowered myself between her legs. I pushed her knees apart making some room for me. I extended my hands until they touched her huge breasts and I pressed them against her chest. Her naked ass was thrust up and the ass slit was spread wide open before me. I was tempted to kiss her puckered hole. With great restrain I held my urge back. I placed my cock at her anal opening and pushed. The head did not enter but slipped forward. The head of my throbbing cock lightly touched her slit. She waited for further action. I spit on her ass hole and inserted my little finger in her anus. It went inside with difficulty. God she was tight everywhere. I finger fucked her anus to ease out the pain and also to make the opening bigger. I rubbed my cock head on her pussy slit from behind. My glands slid past reaming her pussy lips, teasing her clit. My cock was moist with her pussy juice now. As she lay eagerly beneath me, I positioned myself and again placed my cock on her rectum. I pushed but the hole was too tight for my cock head even. I forced my cock head past the rim. I lubricated the shaft with my spit and cold cream. With abated breath I slowly slid the entire length of my meat past her sphincter into her anal canal. This drove her crazy. As her ass sphincter spread to receive me, she let out a loud gasp of astonishment and her eyes went wide as if surprised by the size and depth. I started to fuck her anus slowly. I enjoyed watching my dick thrust slowly in and out between her swollen brown inner-lips. As I pushed deep, I bottomed against her jelly ass cheeks and withdrew almost completely, her anal lips clinging on to my shaft. I began rubbing her pussy to make her hot as I felt she was experiencing heavy pains. She was not making any noise. She had hid her face in the pillow stopping herself from screaming. Then I really began drilling in and out of her pulsating anus. She was now humping her ass back into my penis, matching my stroke for stroke. I let her boobs hang from her shoulders while I reached forward and started kneading her tits with one hand while I rubbed her hot swollen cunt with other hand. Puno was making noise now, “Push your lubricated tool deep into my ASS HOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE…….AAAAOOOMMMAAAAHHH ……………GO DEEPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRR…UGUGGGHH………UGHUGUGUGUGHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGUGHGGGGGGGGGG…………..NEED YOUR BIG COCK NOWWWWWWWW………FUCCCKKKKKKK MEEEEEEE…….FUCK MY ASS HOLE……..FUCK…..FUCK…..FUCK………….. SHOOT YOUR CUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM DEEP INTO MY ASS HOLE….. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.” Within 10 minutes or so I came in her anus and filled her rectum with my seeds. I lay by her side and relaxed to regain my breath. Now I’ll not be as descriptive in the love making part because initially I wanted you to get a feel of how things started but after that whatever occurred is sacred to me even today. I hope you understand. Well we made passionate love on the settee and then after bathing she went to the kitchen and I came to the bar and poured me a drink. She called out “Honey no more drinks, ok” Oh Gosh !!! This was too much. She was acting exactly like my wife if not better. I went to the kitchen and saw that she was preparing dinner. Me: But I believe you wanted me to behave like a man? Puno: Of course Pete but you should limit your take. Why do you want to risk your health? Me: OK sweetheart I’ll do as you say. Puno: Thanks, Pete and now can I prepare the dinner? You please go and watch some TV. I came out of the kitchen and went to the balcony and sat on my reclining chair and just thought this lady would never cease to amaze me. She was so loving, understanding, caring and quite fitting into my wife’s place. I think I’ll cut down on the detailing now and try to come to the conclusion as soon as possible. Days passed in this manner and the day arrived when my wife was due to arrive. The day before that day, she cried the whole night with her head on my chest and I could do nothing but caress her head. The following day my wife came back and we had to follow our old routine. Days flew by but our feelings and attachments for each other magnified. We made love to each other whenever the opportunity arose, whether in other hotel or resort nearby. Sometimes if I had to go to my native place with my wife, she would never complain but we would talk to each others everyday on the phone. At times I was tempted to tell my wife about her hoping she would understand and accommodate her as well in our lives. After all I would not be the first man to be having two wives on this planet. But I could not muster the courage to do so. I was too afraid how she and my daughter would react. “TO HIS DATE I REGRET THIS ACT OF COWARDIC OF MINE “. HOW I WISH SHE WOULD HAVE PRESSURISED ME FOR THE SAME. But she was the most understanding woman on this planet. Just contended and proud to have me as her lover. True to her words she took every step to ensure that nobody got the wind of our relation. In this ways we didn’t even realise and four years passed and it was the near end of December 2008. Now the board of directors had cousins who also had hotels in the nearby locality. They did not see eye to eye to each other and were fiercest competitors. So my board of directors wanted me to come up with something special for the New Year’s Eve for the hotels. So I had to sit down with several party decorators and finally we decided on four themes Hawaiian, Red Carpet, Egyptian and Pub. The tickets were priced at Rs. 2,500 per head for unlimited drinks, snacks and dinner. The preparations started from the 23rd Dec 2008 and the marketing team headed by Ranjeet were given the onus of selling the tickets. I took on the responsibility of supervising the preparations because it involved a lot of capital input. We had to get every minute details right and one false step would spell doom for us. So we set out our task with all seriousness. It was during this time that my daughter flew down for the vacations with her mama and maami. She was excited to spent her time with us for the vacations but because of my tight schedule she hardly got to see me at home. I would come back home around at 2:00 am and after a short nap leave for the hotel at 6:00 am. I had given my car keys to my brother-in-law so that they could move around the city and visit places. I myself was using the hotel valet service to commute to and fro. I had explained my position and apologised to them and promised to make upto them after the 1st of Jan. I thought I saw a tinge of unhappiness come over my daughter’s face but I was too preoccupied to give it a second thought. I was myself in a mess because with the amount invested one false move and we would be royally screwed. Well in short the marketing with some leads from me did a great job of selling the tickets and 31st turned out to be a stupendous success. I heaved a sigh of relief at the huge turn out. Even the night patrolling cops came upto me with congratulations saying all other hotels in and around the area was almost empty. My heart was filled and congratulations started pouring in from the directors. Well at stroke midnight as the lights went off for a minute Puno managed to quickly kiss me a Happy New Year while I fondled her breast from above the dress. The party went on till 5:00 am and by the time I reached home it was 6:00 am. I hit the bed and I slept like a log till 1:00 pm. When I woke up I found everybody was just waiting for me in the living room. After the customary New Year exchanger we sat and had lunch. I found my daughter very quiet lost in deep thought. Me: Shina, what happened beta why are you so quiet? Shina: Papa, do you realize that I have been here for six days and this is the 1st time you are sharing a meal with us? Why do you have to slog so much that you do not have time for your only child? Shit ! She was damn right. It was only then that I realized that the atmosphere in the dining room was so heavy. Oh God !! My daughter had grown up at the tender age of 13 and I wasn’t even aware of it. I felt a strong of guilt in my heart but there was no way I cud get out of this. Me: But beta I had explained to you all my position at the start . Shina:{with tears in her eyes} Pa, why are you working so hard what you don’t have time for us. Why? Now this was too much for me to handle. I got up and taking her in my arms and wiping her tears said, “Beta but I’m doing it for our family so that you and maa can lead a comfortable life. Shina:{sobbing against my chest} Pa, you have given me more than I needed but I’ve always wanted to be near you and mamma. You’ll never understand the pain and agony I go through when I see my friends with their parents. When I get prizes everybody applause but my Papa and ma are missing, people who matter me the most. How right she was and how she’d matured. Yes it was true we’d given her the best of everything but deprived her of parental love. However as I’d mentioned in the start the nature of my job didn’t allow me the luxury. I was sure she had been hurt by my FORCED ignorance of her but I’d to make it upto her. In the meanwhile my brother-in-law and his wife left for their home, leaving us 3 together. Me: Beta I’m sorry but it wasn’t intentional. Beta you are my darling. Now from tomorrow I’ll make sure I give you the maximum time. I promise. Shina:{looking up at me} Pa may I ask you a question? Me: Sure beta by all means. Shina: Pa, with your immense experience and post I’m sure you can get a posting in any hotel in Darjeeling also. In that way we can all stay together. Now wait a second!!!!!!!! was this a family conspiracy? What should I do now to get out of the sticky situation. Me: It is true beta that I can get a job in any of the hotels there but beta the pay scale and add on facilities will be much lesser. She separated herself from me and said, “Pa have I ever demanded anything from you apart from what you’ve given me? So why do you think I need the luxuries of life to survive? I just want to have the pride and security of my pa and ma around me. I was overwhelmed and hugged her. Me: Beta but I want to give my family the best of everything and nothing else. Shina:{looking at her mother} But ma do you want Papa or the luxuries of life? Shahana: Of course your Papa, but beta he also had some goals in life and I never wanted your Papa to feel that I was the reason for him not achieving his goals in life.” Here we end the fourth part. 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